Valerie
29 October 2009 @ 06:59 am
Thank you [info]wahlee!!! Of course, I love it. You so rock.

Check it out.
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Valerie
16 September 2009 @ 09:29 pm
if I could have you
warm against me
your whispers in my ear
my heart racing quick
anticipating sweet fire
if I could have you
so very close to me
each breath matched
each touch electric
the heat a slow simmer
waiting for release
if I could have you
every promise of this
every caress and kiss
I'll give it all to you
if I could just have you


RYAN GOSLING!!! )

So this happened today. A shooting at one of the high schools (thankfully not in *our* district) but freakin' disturbing nonetheless. The student shot is expected to survive but can i just say WHAT THE HELL IS GOING IN THIS WORLD?! I know it can happen anywhere, but who do these people think they are shooting at high school students?! Of course Antioch doesn't need more bad press, but there it is...
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Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Ricky Martin - A Medio Vivir
 
 
Valerie
15 September 2009 @ 08:00 pm
when time stops
breath held close
heartbeat paused
waiting for the sign
when time stops
the air so still
the silence soft
waiting for the fall
when time stops
dreams freeze
the mists converge
waiting for release
when time stops


Sometimes when I listen to that first song of Carlos Ponce, I remember how much I love Latin pop music. And then I want to listen to some Ricky Martin too. lol! Has anyone seen the promos for Couples Retreat? Carlos is in it. At first I didn't think it was him because everything but his face threw me off. lol! I might have to watch that movie. :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO [info]surabufix!!! I wish I could be there to give her a big ol' hug, but she'll just have to settle for a virtual one. {{{{{{{{{{ [info]surabufix }}}}}}}}}}

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM!!! I hope she had a great day off. :) Someday I hope to meet up with her in ATL for Dragon Con or something of the like. lol!

a day off... )
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Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Carlos Ponce - Rezo
 
 
Valerie
08 September 2009 @ 09:08 pm
we could call this love
without ever saying the word
we should call this love
but never face to face
are we cowards in hiding
never admitting the truth
are we trapped in hiding
fearing any revelation
we could take that chance
without losing our hearts
we should take that chance
just to know the feeling


I love long weekends because it makes the work week just a bit shorter. Today was a nice day at work. The lull is most welcome. ;)

oddities in bullet form )
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Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Jonny Blu - I Get No Kick from Champagne
 
 
Valerie
29 August 2009 @ 11:19 pm
it doesn't mean a thing
the smile so quick and warm
bypassing common sense
heading straight to the heart
it doesn't mean a thing
the words so careless and off hand
forgoing the surface to settle deep
into a place dark and hidden
it doesn't mean a thing
the surprise of a breathless kiss
confusing every promise made
with eyes wide open
it doesn't mean a thing


I stayed up too late last night/early morning. But hey, I got to watch the Canterbury Crusaders beat the Wellington Lions. Yah!

sydnee jordan
sydnee

I'm trying to get my sister to send me at least one picture a day of Sydnee. This one is my favorite of the day. Isn't she just adorable?! I've made the picture my Facebook profile pic because it's just too adorable!

I watched an episode of Supernatural this evening, "In the Beginning." Good ep! :)
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Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: The Platters - Only You (and you Alone)
 
 
Valerie
22 August 2009 @ 10:53 pm
don't flatter yourself
I'll deny every fallen tear
I'll shut my heart tight
before I ever tell you a thing
don't flatter yourself
I'll lie to my last breath
I'll stoop to any low
before I reveal a thing
so don't flatter yourself
thinking I falter
with just one word
so sweet from your lips
no, don't flatter yourself


Even though I think I know the outcome, I've got the tv on the Auckland/Wellington match on Setanta Sports. Perhaps I'm just a little obsessed with the rugby, eh? I even take tv shots!

let's go all blacks! )
 
 
Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: "Endless Love" - Mariah Carey ft. Luther Vandross
 
 
Valerie
18 August 2009 @ 10:26 pm
I am without inspiration
bottled up inside
without release
without the trigger
words lost and fleeting
I am without inspiration
emotionless and cold
unfeeling yet impatient
wandering without direction
longing for the unknown
I am without inspiration
so dull inside
without that spark
without that light
my very soul fading
for I am without inspiration



  • I feel like I've written a poem like that before.

  • My friend text me while I was at work as she was on her way back home. I think I'm going to try and text her more often besides the messages back and forth on FB or whatever. :)

  • It's strange to slowly fall back into the routine. I like the feeling of being among friends, of seeing new faces or rather different faces from the usual day. Know what I mean? Ah well.

  • I scanned some old pictures. Maybe I'll post one or two of them after this bullet list of randomness.

  • I was reading my "senior will" from back in high school and I still remember the people I named! How funny is that? I totally forgot that I called someone "Charlie Brown." I wonder if he knows who he is. Hmmm.

  • My A's lost today. I did expect it. Boo!

  • And now it's time for bed!



an old picture of me and my friend )
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Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Jane Monheit - Moon River
 
 
Valerie
17 August 2009 @ 08:21 pm
I cannot stop this
the wanting and the needing
stirring deep inside


I'm missing the feeling of seeing all my old classmates. I had fun that night. I think what has really impressed me about my fellow '89ers is that most of us (and yes, I'll include myself) have not lost that light in our eyes. Maybe it was just being together again, but there was a lot of laughter in the air. Perhaps I'm just a romantic, but I think the feelings of hope and joy are what made the night so enjoyable. And who doesn't want to keep holding on to that? :)

Me
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Valerie
05 August 2009 @ 09:07 pm
just say yes
give in
I can promise
no regrets
just say yes
surrender
I can promise
beyond forever
just say yes
fall in
I can promise
a piece of paradise
just say yes


i detest the condescending types )
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Valerie
30 July 2009 @ 10:12 pm
Have I thrown over Jensen Ackles as the featured face of Shady Satin? Maybe I'm just giving him a break.

Thank you to the most wonderful [info]wahlee for the gorgeous, absolutely GORGEOUS LJ banner currently gracing my LJ. I LOVE IT! Thank you!!! I feel so loved. :)
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Valerie
12 July 2009 @ 10:42 pm
I'd normally be getting ready for bed right now but first I wanted to write.

my last day of vacation was thusly spent... )
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Current Mood: tired
Current Music: soulDecision - Cadillac Dress Hipjoint Remix
 
 
Valerie
08 July 2009 @ 08:24 pm
Alameda County Fair
me and my strawberry margarita

It probably wasn't a good idea to start my day with a strawberry margarita and corn dog, eh? and more from the county fair! )

don't plead with me now
you've thrown away your last chance
spoiled what was once good
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Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Linda Eder - Bring on the Men
 
 
Valerie
07 July 2009 @ 06:38 pm
Perhaps this post is mostly about my hair and food. We'll see...

hair stuff... )

food things )
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Current Mood: satisfied
 
 
Valerie
05 July 2009 @ 11:30 pm
HIGH SCORE!!!

I hit my highest score so far in Bejeweled Blitz!!! I know, exciting, right? lol!

randomly random )
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Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Joss Stone - Super Duper Love (Are You Diggin' On Me?), Pt. 1
 
 
Valerie
29 June 2009 @ 07:01 am
tomorrow I'll stand
head held high and ever proud
face these demons down


Omigosh, it's been HOT these past few days. If I'm to believe the forecast, it should be a bit cooler today except what's really the difference between 107 degrees and 99 degrees?

We watched Virtuality yesterday. Tis a shame that it's not going to be an actual tv show because I was really digging it. Stupid network bastards.

I've gone through my contact list in my Gmail account and I've cleaned it up. I now sync my Gmail contacts with my iPhone and works like a dream! Oh, and it's free, so definitely no complaints. Now the only reason to connect my iPhone to my computer is to update my playlists and apps. Nice! Don't you just love technology? ;)
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